Tuesday, September 17, 2013


It's days like today that scare me. 

Complete, mass chaos. Pretty much all day. 

And my perfectionist kicks in and I refuse to watch things fall apart in front of me. And then I become SuperWoman. Which might as well be my natural state these days.

I've completely worn myself out trying to take care of everyone else's issues and trying to deal with my own all at once. And I have got to find a way to avoid doing this because there is absolutely no way I'm going to make it through the semester alive.

I've got to figure out this whole balance because I can't spend my time trying to catch all of the China as the bulls run through the shop. Because I'm starting to feel more like the China every day-- in a million different pieces. 

It's particularly scary because this chaos is all revolved around what I want to do in life.

So. The struggle is real.


Sometimes I just a need a little reminder that all of this struggle will one day be worth it when I'm doing what I love for a living-- and with people who are just as driven as me. I can't wait.

Have you ever had those super human moment?

xoxo, jgp

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